inspiration
Gods creations
I thank God everyday
that he has faith every
morning to allow me to meet
every challenge headfirst,
and that he provides the helmet
for me when I run headlong into
the brick wall over and over.


Insanity=Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result............LOL


I am the playdough and God is the fun factory........LOL

when all is said and done.
October 23,2003


At 6:30 am Crystal and Josh were in a devasting accident, the car they were driving and the 18 wheeler that hit the car dead on in the passenger side were both totalled God was watching over them, Josh injured his back and gashed his hip and hand walked away and was released, Crystal received cuts and scrapes on the right side of her body, neither one even suffered any broken bones. the car has been made into a tin can, considering that an 18 wheeler hit them at full impact, the driver of the 18 wheeler is also ok, he was kind enough to call on the kids at the hospital, everyone please pray for them for the loss of their car. And praise God for keeping them safe

My children, Crystal
Crystal I love you because you came into my life when I needed you, you were my first, you carried me through a horrible time in my life, you gave me purpose, strength and love, as only you could. You were the one I made all my mistakes with, you gave me love, and made me feel important. You were inquisitive with a bit of insecurity, you have grown up to be the wonderful person you are today. For that I love you! And only you could have been Crystal, pure of heart.

My children, Danny
Danny I love you because You needed a good mom, and I needed another son, you came into my life as it was finally going good, you have always been a loyal son you have been patient as I have hit the physical illness in my life, you are as cooky as me and we have a bond that only you could have done, and for that I love you!

My children, Amanda
You also came into my life at the beginning of the good life that I finally found, You have always been headstrong, and independant. But when you allowed we have a great relationship, you have taught me forgiveness, and I hope I taught you that no matter what you do, I wll always love you. You have been an important part of Jessicas life and learning that only you could have done, and for that I love you.

My children, Johnathon
Johnathon I love you because you have always learned by doing you have a great heart and a good head on your shoulders, you have taught me patience, although you have always tested, you would give the shirt off your back, I believe that you could do anything you wanted to if you buckled down, you could fill the part of my heart that only you could, and for that I love you.

My children, Jessica
Jessica You are the baby, I love you because you see everything as simple, and uncomplicated, you have been through alot, as all you children have you may be disabled but I believe that is your blessing, you see things simply, and you never cease to be amazed at everything like its the first time, you haven't outgrown holding my hand even when the kids tease you, you are giggly, you still blow me kisses and I blow them back and you put them in your pocket, like only you could do, and for that I love you.

Melissa
My children, Melissa


Melissa you were here for such a short time, maybe that was best for you, you didn't grow up like the other kids, that doesn't mean for one minute that I didn't think of you or what you would grow up to be, what you would have looked like but I have settled on the fact you are an angel whatching all of us, and I know you are happy with all of us. You always make me think about how and why things happened the way they did, you are always over my shoulder, and makeme smile, as only you could, and for that I love you.